Cancer.

Why does cancer exist? Why?

When suddenly someone close is diagnosed with cancer and only has short time till he's gone, just makes you think a lot about life. Makes you break into tears and makes you ask yourself lots of questions. Just wants you to believe that it's a dream and cancer doesn't exist but unfortunately it does and there's nothing that can be done.Why does it happen to good people? I mean, i don't wish deaf on people at all because cancer is the most horrible thing that can happen i wish there was cure but there's alot of bad people out there that need to be punished but no, the most honest, nice, joyful person has to get it.
But also makes you think that life is too precious to be wasted, live to the full and don't regret because when you find out that you can only live for a few days, months, years..It gets you thinking a lot! 
Today, I just found out that someone close has been diagnosed with it and it broke me into pieces, can't stop thinking about it. I have been crying loads and the more i think about the more it will hit me hard! The most honest person who has stuck by our family and helped us through a lot of things. The person who is meant to come with me to get my first car but unfortunately that won't be happening.
I will give my whole support to him and i hope he stays with us for abit longer than he's meant to, I really admire him.

Cancer really needs a cure! 

Ivvvyy!

From my birthday till March, my life went downhill a lot. Everything was perfect until someone does everything he said he wouldn't do..I never want to see him again and now I've recovered from it. Got on with completing my college course and getting along with my friends and family. Met great people from college and I have learned a lot from bad experiences. Started talking to a nice, gorgeous boy..shame he lives far. Started driving and now, I'm half way there and I can't wait to get on the road, It's about time my life needs a change. Now its summer, I've been to Thorpe park and to a gathering/party..Its really good being with college friends and meeting other people from them. Been talking to a lot of new people recently and I'm enjoying..Not getting feelings involved for the moment, not going to go through the same thing that happened to me a while ago; well I need to know a lot about them before I get attached and open my eyes to what can happen. Hopefully going to sundown, will be lots of fun and just get on with my driving before my instructor loses it! Just really need a job! So skint and theres a lot of things that needs to be done urggh!!