The way i feel!:/x

Well what can i say today, i feel so upset and i dont no what to do anymore...Im hearing stuff thats got to do with my boyfriend and i don't even no if hes telling me  the truth and then i have my friends and family letting me down. I just dont no what to do anymore, i just feel like running away or something that will make me feel better or maybe just disappear out of this world cause im sick of my life. :'(
Whats the point me even being in this world?

S.U.M.M.E.R! 2011 x

Today was so HOT i couldnt breath and i still didnt get a sun tan on my legs :/x Ive just been with Connor and some littles kids. My arm hurts so much :/x Hmmm...I really need a party...x

Summer :)x

Well since i broke up with the people that were upsetting me, i have been a happier and better person. Summer is here and i cant wait to go on holiday and spend time with my dad and his family. It has been 9 yrs that i havnt seen him and it will be really nice to see him. Although there will be a day that i will be upset as my baby brother is going for an operation in his heart and hes 8 months and im scared to loose him, because he might not make it has he is really young but i wont everything to go well. At the moment i am having a better life and im loving my friends and family. Last weekend i went to Lynn with laura and amy and i had such a good time and well nice laugh, we bought dresses, sun glasses and we went to mcdonalds, so it was good spending a little time with them.

Life goes on....x

Hmm..can't stand having those people in my life anymore, it hurts how much they act when aguing, you realize what they actualy are! Im better without them because im sick being treated like this. I want to change, to be a better person but its hard! :/ x

Me ;)

Well i have the best family and friends ever! and i dont know what i would do without them. And theres this boy that i like but im scareed of telling him how i feel as he might not feel the same way, hes such a sweet person :)